Heartache

Today is such a heartache day for me ...I feel so sad , my heart is like taring apart...my soul...have gone missing somewhere else far enough that i couldnt find it...It feels so hurt...Well..maybe just that its my problem that i like to feel a lot and think a lot ...Today...its maths paper...but is not the main reason for me to feel down the drain ? down the hell for me perhaps...When i come out of the exam hall...i saw panguin come and talk to me something something and i remember i asked him to wait for me , just like not even 5min...But I noticed that they already went off without me and they saw me just behind of them but they never wait...I still remember when I sit for my english paper and i waited tun ru come out for like 30mins...and just now when they all wanan come down from the library , I waited them and go to the exam hall together...Maybe it just me ...my problem ? But when I come to think about it...it just came through my mind that isit I doesnt even worth for waiting ?...I feel pathetic...Im just a human thou...i need care too...Im feeling real sick now and very hard to breath ...Im gasping for air now.