Surprise

Yesterday is a miracle or surprise i dont know...but somehow...dat time,i was going to play cards with crystal a.k.a justin...so we just ask her to call justin a.k.a crystal to come down play...
Jake came too . What was shocking me the most is he also coming to join . I was surprise , and none a word come out of my mouth . There was a second thought that can I just ran away or give some excuses to go back and let them have fun? Cos i think i definately cant have fun . But the thing is,i dowan to do like dat...haih dont know wad am i talking about , so controversial ...But the card games went on quite nice,kinda interesting...and me from beginning awkward become a bit more adapt to the situation...What bothers me is...haih...maybe this should remain a secret or i will post it next time..A secret that shall not be told...maybe it will be posted soon...To be continue...

Today,happy...and feeling a bit down

This morning,everything was so perfect...was so happy after playing cards with some frens yesterday and with justin too...it has been a long time since we really hang out...not really also...but playing cards game was more than enough...im so happy to see him laugh and talking so warm with me...but dats it...keep it liddat is really nice...i dowan things to get worst...stay right there...let me just happy for some very small things...u happy make me happy too..
Today was playing badminton and it should have been a nice outdoor activity but i accidently hit jia minn...and feel so sorry...somehow affected my mood so much that i wasnt enjoying badminton anymore...I was so down...and was so sad cos today justin was playing...i cant enjoy the game and was showing an angry,bast@rd face throughout the games...yet he still so patient and play with me...It is really enough already,god u treat me nice already...thanks for all this small nice thingy...when u have faith on something , and u have the deeds,u will definately get wad u want,Jesus will help u,that is wad i believe...thank you my Lord...Amen.

Back-stabber

I hate those that talk bad about other people behind them...
We call them back-stabbers . I hate them . But u ,
I have nothing else to say , its not worth to even hate u .
Im glad i know the truth but im just sad to be the last one to know .
I have made up my mind . You . Get out of my life .

Term 3 planning^^

Wow,its term 3 already and im already back in aimst .
Wow,there`s no holiday at all in term 3 but yet i still got plenty of events going on^^.
Hmm , this coming weekend am going to penang with tun ru,junan,penguin,amos,
khieng yang and felix . We already book the hotel near the beach there...planning to
enjoy and play to the max^^ 2nd weekend we plan to go to eat stimboat again and
sing karaoke ^3^ hehehe...and going out to some shopping complex...yuppy^^...3rd
week mayb going to Carnival to play water ^3^...hmm...really alot of events yoh~~
after that...its plain study and revision for the term 3 exam..yohoo~~ im looking forward
to my term 3 life in aimst...hope everthing went smooth and as awesome as it sounds ^^
Love ya all my dearest friends^^....

About term 2 exam

Wow...term 2 ended...hmm...about my term 2 exam...
i would say generally was ok , not bad actually , just that my bio really sucks...
Bio,the subject that i read the most,do the most,read the most again...and again...
afraid the most,and sleep for just 2 hours dat day for da exam...was totally a failure .
I guess im just not so into bio and i just cant take things related to it like mbbs or dentistry...
Pharmacy definately is a better choice compare to those although the course that I really
wanted to take is chemical engineering or petroleum engineering but its kinda impossible
for me cos my stpm is not good enuf...i nid to get all As or 4.00 pointer but i just get 3.42
Its really kinda heart broken case...but wad can i do...i screwed up my form 6 , but i dont
wanna screw up my foundation studies too...hmm...term 3 , i`ll try my best ^^

stress,angry,mad . DEAL WITH IT !

TAKE A DEEP BREATH
-Dont do huge noisy gasps , breath in through ur nose for as long as you feel comfortable ,
  hold it and slowly breath out through ur mouth .

WRITE DOWN UR FEELING
-Keep an upset journal . Express ur feeling on paper by writting or sketching .

PUT URSELF IN OTHER PERSON`S SHOE
-This will help u gain a different perspective .
  Keep in mind that we are all humans subject to making mistakes .

LEARN TO LAUGH AT URSELF
-Learn to see humor u mad at urself .
 Lighten up a bit , and laugh at urself .

LEARN TO FORGIVE
-It is human to make mistakes .

From WeiYin

Everything happens for a reason. It's time to get that regret off your mind and move on. Whether you're still kicking yourself up for messing up a great friendship or relationship, or for not going on that holiday all your mates are now continually raving about, everyone's got their bundle of regrets.

At best, regret such as constructive tool that gives us a sting when we have messed up, ensuring that we learn our lesson and don't repeat the same mistakes. At worst, regret becomes an endless, torturous game of "what if". Personified, it'd be like a childhood bully grabbing your hand and slapping you with it, all the while asking, "why are you hitting yourself"

Everyone has regret, we just have to forgive others and forgive yourself, that frees you from anger and pain. Live free of regret, accept what has already happened, learn the lesson and move on! -weiyin

Personally love it...so share with all ^^

And WeiYin , my dear nu er...pls be well soon...hope u recover fast ^3^
regards ~