What can you do really, when things sucked to the max? Well, I guess all I can say is, yeah I screwed up again. Sometimes, things just doesn’t flow in the way it used to be, the way we want, it just out of our expectation, beyond our limit to get it right.
After you burst everything out of rage, you start to regret. Yeah, that`s me. Ironically that`s my line and I always fall into this shit situation. I just can`t control my emotion, I fail to manage it and let my anger get over my head. They say Rome wasn`t built in a day, and yet what a difference a day makes. It rings so true and fits so right in my situation, almost everytime I must say.
Today, I was in a fight with my mum, over a really stupid matter. And to entertain and get you audience to a higher peak which I must say, climax perhaps, I get my sis into this. And, yeah , congratulation! I end up fighting with my mum and my sis...which I really regret right after…yeah, right after! I hate myself being a shithole sometimes and honestly yeah I admit that I have a bad temper and seriously I have to fix it.
I regret. Seriously regret for what I have done but what is done is done. And I just did apologize and say sorry to my mum but it doesn`t help much. I`m sad. I just hope that this will be a lesson, a lesson that I will learn and don`t freaking repeat it in the future. I love my mum, I just hope that she can see this…I don`t wish to hurt your heart, please forgive me. I love you most .
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