Things actually start to get better now...and im glad that im not having any problem...yet ?
But still , i think its a good thing , and my problem with desmond is getting better now i guess? Since when im talking to him , he got responce and i found a secret...Actually among jake and desmond and justin all...i like justin the most . Duno why , i feel like ... duno how to say , just like the way he is , just like to be around with him , when he come and call me or talk to me or play with me , I feel extremely happy , over the top , happy for no reason , all sad things just go away...like instantly . Desmond , I think we can be friend like normal back but still will have some small thingy within me , that will try to stay away from him , maybe because I dont want to get hurt anymore? Or I just lost my faith on people , I can hardly trust people already ... Well , its a way to protect ourselves also , its not wrong either i guess ? Hmm...that all for today ? Hope tomorrow is better than today =) Have a good night sleep , people .
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