Best day in my degree life =)

I feel so happy right now. It's amazing. I feel like giggling, or maybe laughing out so loud that i'd give rise to shouts of “shut up!” from my roommates. I want to jump, i want to dance, i want to hug people. I want you to know that you're such a lovely being, and that you're perfectly amazing as you are right now, with all your flaws. It doesn't matter if something happened to make you think that you're perhaps not thin enough, not fat enough, not tall enough, not smart enough, not funny enough, not happy enough, not interesting enough, not kind enough, not WHATEVER enough. Don't listen to yourself, because YOU ARE AMAZING. Seriously, i`m feeling like on top of the world now. Somebody slaps me please. =D

I never felt so happy before after entering degree life. I feel so blessed. I am happy. =DDD I hope that everything will go right and you are what I need for the following 4 years. I care about you. Yes, I can! I believe that I can treasure this. I won`t let it slip off again this time. "Believe in yourself, because you are absolutely amazing." 

Although the past has not been too convincing, but chill! Just let go. Zoom OUT. Do you see now, all the insecurities and fears and sadness and pain you are withholding? It's not gold, so why are you keeping that? Let it go and accept the changes. Adapt to it and who knows something greater is waiting ahead? ^^ Gingerly, take one step out of that circle of negative energy, and free yourself. Live your life to the max. Forget and forgive. Believe in yourself, it`s never been this great. Appreciate this moment. The sky is yours. The earth is yours. Your life is yours.

Busy days

New Uni life after entering degree programme,
it has been so busy and hectic.

Studies.

Outings.

Lectures.

And I am feeling like missing something in my life.

I just dont know what it is.

I just sort of feel empty in me.

Yes. The emptiness strikes me again.

My recent sleepless nights.

Maybe its just in my dreams or whatsoever.

Idk.

My feelings.

Its hard to be described.

Its just too confusing.

I had been trying my best to show my smile everytime.

Even though I am not feeling good deep in me

Still I'll have smile it out.

Having problems in every way.

From love to studies.

I just dont know the way to face it.

That's why I managed everything of my own badly.

Maybe I should just stop doing so much.

Stop thinking too much.

Just let it be.

I had been saying that since last year foundation.

Am I really that pathetic? 

I'll be having a steamboat as a farewell dinner for Amber, 

a friend of mine tonight.

I'll be happy I told myself.

I'll try.

Leave everything to the God.

I did my best and God will do the rest for me. =)

And for a little bonus, I know a guy from last year april batch foundation.

I like him a lot =D

I hope that we can be new best friend forever.

I am making my move, 

hopefully, I will find a true friend at last. 

Cheers !!! Hehe...

Well, I hope myself will get through all of these tough times and pray for good time ahead.

God bless me. May the spirits be with me ! XD

Memories

When people asked you to smile, ask yourself.

Are you really smiling from your bottom heart ?

Everything's lost except;

the beauty scenes are still wandering in my mind.

I dreamed I hoped.

But, it just could not make it rights.

Oh dear, it`s memories, memories, memories.
How I wish, those moments would be back to me. 

Isit so?

"Often times we caught up in trying to measure worth and analyse every detail, every tiny pieces of a situation that we forget to consider what those pictures can create. Things that look like worthless junk can in fact turn into smaller pieces of a picture that is leading you to an ultimate happy ending or beginning."

And everthing that seems so hopeless and futile and lost right now, is only one tiny part of the big picture. Sometimes we get too up close with certain things that we fail to see how it all contributes to the bigger story.

But it`s quite easy, really. All you have to do is, take a step back, and smile. =)

But sometimes, I do wonder. Am I being too optimistic ???

Change

Changes

in our lives,

I had seen enough of it.

My friends,

my family members,

my loved ones.

People

don't change at our will.

They change at theirs.

I smiled,

I laughed,

and I know

I can do nothing to change them

Just live with it.

I don't wanna care anymore.

=/

Just it.

Those sleepless nights are over

I am better than ever

I felt so alive

I had been through harder times

These days may be hard

but it's not hard enough to bring me down

I woke up from a dream

a nightmare

This is it.

Everything's over.

Stick to my principles of my life

-Eat while you can

-Play while you can

-Smile while you can

-Drunk while you can

-Enjoy while you can

This is myself

This is ME

=)

Can you meet me halfway?

I can't go on further than this.

I want you so bad, it's my only wish

=]

Need you now- Lady Antebellum

Picture perfect memories, Scattered all around the floor.

 Reaching for the phone cause, I can’t fight it any more.

 And I wonder if I ever cross your mind. For me it happens all the time. 

 It’s a quarter after one, I’m all alone and I need you now.

 Said I wouldn’t call  but I lost all control and I need you now. 

 And I don’t know how I can do without, I just need you now.  

Another shot of whiskey, can’t stop looking at the door. 

Wishing you’d come sweeping in the way you did before.

 And I wonder if I ever cross your mind. For me it happens all the time. 

 It’s a quarter after one, I’m a little drunk, And I need you now. 

Said I wouldn’t call but I lost all control and I need you now. 

 And I don’t know how I can do without, I just need you now. 

 Yes I’d rather hurt than feel nothing at all. 

It’s a quarter after one, I’m all alone and I need you now. 

And I said I wouldn’t call but I’m a little drunk and I need you now. 

And I don’t know how I can do without, I just need you now.

 I just need you now. Oh baby I need you now.