You

I like you , you are so kind , cute , friendly , nice , and hiao....hahaha
Still remember the first time when i get to know you , i tot ur name is money lol...
And you are very good in badminton ... Our friendship start to bond during the penang trip...
It was so fun that actually we are like old friends ...
After receiving the shocking news...its like a huge rock put behind my back,...it is so heavy that...
i merely can withstand...the feeling is complicated ... im sad .
I start to think our days without you ... Breakfast time without you...
Lecture time without you... no one to tease bout the wig and cigarretes ...
no people care bout me when i was down...no people acting the cute face and laughter...
no people play badminton with me ...Dinner time without you...Hiaos group less one member...
the hiao-ness will sure reduced....Now that i know you are leaving us soon...
I just hope that i have enough time to do wadever things with you...appreaciate the time left..
appreaciate you...my dear , you are indeed our happiness...
Be confident , we will always be there for you eventhough you are far away after this...
Take care my dear ...
We love you...you are always a member of Hiao...our Happiness !! ^-^

Paainnn...

I just sprained my leg , damn it !
its old wound somemore...so fucking painful...
and i cant walk back to hostel...was waiting in the sports complex for 2hrs
then go back with junan`s help and yang`s help .
Really appreaciate their help...thanks !!^-^
Actually am thinking going back now but its too expensive to take a cab and go home...
so i`ll just wait until 2moro see how first .
God pls help me .

Why ?

Why am i always screwed up things ? Why am i so problematic ?
Why this and why that , i hate thinking too much .

You`re right

Maybe im just bluffing myself , im too fast on giving up something .
I give up .

You

Yeah , i will try to talk to him like we used to be ,
eventhough i know its kinda impossible ,
but still , i will do it , well i will try my best , my hardest ,
not for getting any result , or respond , or expecting anything in return ,
but am doing this for myself , because i want to , i hope , i willing to ,
...
because...
 i still care .

Welcome 2011

His 2011 !!^-^
I hope we can be good friends ^-^
Hmm...wad i want to do in a new year...
Errr...my list quite long ...haha~
Yeah , 1st of all i wan to be happy , optimistic and dont think too much ^^
2nd , i want to be m0re hardworking cos final coming soon <3
3rd , Appreaciate my mum and take care of her well .
4th , Bring the hiaos to my house ...hmm...can be done next week =3=
5th , Go to Jia min house...haha next week after my house trip =v=
6th , Lose weight lol...trying very hard to ....
7th , Save money
8th , buy new phone
9th , hang out wif frens and apreciate them ~ =3=
10th , less online and GET A LIFE

Farewell 2010

2010 is history now . and today , 1st day of 2011...
and im thinking of you...